Goal by Summer! Get back to my normal routine!
Need MOTIVATION!! Missing the gym #planetfitness
You do what you can to stand up for someone you barely knew because my gut is telling me otherwise. I rather found out myself then to look like a fool for listening to what others say. in this town everyone talks. not only did I look at that downfall but he was different to me. For the little time I know him I started trusting and caring about him until after hearing more of what was being said. I still believe him. After all I’m not into games or being played, I think I’m walking away from this situation.
Being scared is hard for me to handle. The thought of being in pain worries me.. I pray myself to sleep waiting for another day full of adventures and memories. I know my life isn’t that perfect, if I was to wish that I would enjoy being in this world of perfection. I am grateful for having weakness because it gives me the confidence and strength to be myself.
So many ideas running through my head that I want to accomplish and worry about myself as I become successful. I’m just going to put aside everything else and show what I can accomplish! LET’S BEGIN!!!!!
He’s someone that I thought would never look at me because I’m not the girl next door. Hey there is always that one odd couple everyone doesn’t expect but God always works in mysterious ways with everything. He’s generous, great smile, beautiful eyes, and an amazing personality but if I was to describe myself what the hell I wouldn’t know what to say! I will just hope and pray something at least works out for us if not there will be plenty of other fish out in the sea!
Afraid of the Future!
The past days I met a guy who I never thought would be interested in me but I still in the back of my mind believe he isn’t interested or I’m not his type. I always over analyse everything. I was shocked just talking to him for almost two days I became interested and grew some like to him. It’s an awkward situation because it takes months for me to even like anybody. This is one is a catch and the most sweetest guy you can ever meet. I don’t feel I meet the expectations and now we haven’t talked. It will happen at least once. It never fails me to get my hopes up.